Date: Wednesday, July 17 , 2024
Medicine: Huachuma
Dose: ¾ cup of custom medicine Sergey made for me
Experience:
The day started fun. As I was sitting cross legged in the Maloca waiting for my serving, Sergey’s cat Luna (the one who comforted me in ayahuasca) came in and layed on my lap. When it was my turn I removed her and kneeled next to Sergey, and she climbed on the back of my legs and curled up again while I drank. She is my medicine kitty.
This was a very peaceful day. Sergey told me he could see I needed peace, so he put peace into the medicine (hey, he’s a shaman).
Thoughts of the day:
I am at peace being her.
Being here and doing what I am doing is the right thing.
I am not a foolish old man just doing drugs.
I searched in myself and couldn’t find guilt for my parents’ deaths.
I realized that I missed Rita being there, but that it was probably good that I went first and got through a lot of my shit before she came so that I could be more supportive for her and less of a drag on her own healing
Very nice day…