Date: Monday, September 2, 2024
Medicine: Huachuma
Dose: Cup of “beautiful” medicine + extra sips of Sergey medicine + parika
Experience:
Very strong medicine day with lots of visuals.
There are 2 other long term guests who have very spiritual journeys, seeing spirits and mystical animals, and seem way over committed to life with the medicine. I realize that I fear getting lost in it and becoming like them. I want to lose the parts of myself that no longer serve me, but keep myself.
I had a long talk with Sergey. Despite being a shaman and 15+ years of using the medicine, he never sees spirits and animals so it’s not a “me” problem, I’m just not like “them”. He finds peace and contentment in the moment and that’s all I should strive for.