Date: Friday, July 12 , 2024
Medicine: Huachuma
Dose:Full cup of same medicine
Experience:
Another rough day. Despite my amazing day on Wednesday I went through a lot of emotions, and a lot of integration is done on the rest days between ceremonies as well as the sharings. I mourned a lot of things I missed in life, including a good relationship with my parents I could never get back. I also realized that through my depression, I couldn’t recognize and actually feel beauty, despite the amazing visuals of the medicine enhancing everything, nor could I feel the joy the others had in it.
Sergey told me that the medicine told him I needed a new version of huachuma and he was going to brew it for me. It would be ready in 2 ceremonies.