Date: Monday, August 12 , 2024
Medicine: Huachuma
Dose:Full cup of “nuke” medicine – what Alex calls a “Committed dose”
Experience:
Went into the river for the first time, probably about 50F. Three times in the water.
Chaos and disconnect all day. Can’t keep a coherent thought. Very uncomfortable.
Note: We have the same group of people for the last 2 weeks and it’s fallen apart. Sharings have sucked and there are some bad feelings between some members. I’m determined to fix it and I’m thinking about it a lot today.
In sharing I give a fairly impassioned speech, call out people’s bullshit, change some rules that shouldn’t have been agreed to, and get some people talking to each other. Healing the group takes more than 2 hours before the sharing even starts, but it takes and we are a group again.