Date: Thursday, August 22, 2024
Medicine: Huachuma
Dose: Very full cup of “black” medicine
Experience:
Relaxed in the field and partially dissolved, but didn’t really enjoy that feeling. Getting a little disappointed waiting for ecstasy/bliss like many of the others describe feeling.
Talked to Sergey and we discussed lowering/removing expectations. Bliss may not happen for me and that’s ok. I need to just be grateful for what I have/will achieve.
60+ years of depression may never give way to joy, but I am still energetically lighter and brighter.